Safe to Grieve, or Is Enough, Enough?
I'll neverr forget Juwan, and I've learned to redirect my thoughts from reliving the murder over and over again. I keep him alive through the scholarship that I've helped establish and I meditate while creating jewelry pieces. I want this part of my journey to be over, but a song, another young man his age, MY sister - all bring the jarring knowledge that Juwan is no longer here.

I will be proactive. I will not stuff these feelings. I will redirect the feelings for the good of others. I am not the only person who has had a family member murdered. I will reach out to others. Whew! that's all I can do for now.:)